Hello again. Long time no visit.
I’ve been away awhile, working on me.
Since I last saw you, many things have changed. Many things have also stayed the same.
I’ve taken up yoga and do it every day. I walk taller, feel more grounded, and have had less anxiety these past few months.
I still work for the same sad company that has drained away my soul. But every day I care a little bit less as I gear up to leave. My notice has been submitted. The many positions listed for hire. So now I just need to pack my stuff and start walking away.
I’m thriving at my other job. It’s many of the things I like about my current place but now I get to leave work at work. No more stress or invasive fretting.
My daughter is growing up so fast. We will be potty training soon. It had to be put off due to my work but she is ready so I will jump on board this train while she is showing eagerness. She speaks a lot and so clearly. She loves to sing and dance and jump but climbing is easily her favorite.
My friends are far and few, but I love those that I have greatly. I hope to see them all in the coming months as I force myself away from work.
I hope to see family this summer but who knows. There are some problems with expectations and boundaries so we will continue to stay away while we work those issues out.
I am now a martial artist. I’ve started training in Jeet Kun Do twice a week. 3-5 hours of training a week have left me tired and sore all the time but I am having so much fun and can’t wait until my next class. My Sifu is the kindest, most compassionate, massively intimidating woman that I can only dream about being a 10th of her awesomeness one day.
My husband has been amazing. He is mindful of my needs and always trying to get me to take better care of myself. His patience has been essential in my growth over the last few months. I hope I can find a way to adequately express how much he means to me.
Writing has been put on the backburner while I work on my physical body and my mind. Hopefully soon I’ll factor in time monthly to sit down with my thoughts and paper. I miss expressing myself in this fashion but have also found I have nothing new to say most days. My creativity is lacking and life is usually the same old same.
This visit was short, but I will be back.
Much love!
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